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October 27 Life beyond words I always believe that I am mentally strong and will never be defeated by any kind of frustration. However, it turns out that this kind of thought is naive and silly. I was very stressed out during the past week due to various reasons. There's actually nothing bad going on. But I let myself immersed in the ridiculous fancy which was killing me. For a moment, I strongly doubted my "mental power" and almost thought I had anxiety disorders. Then one stupid thought led to another. I felt badly sick. People are afraid of the unknown. So I told myself, I'll do whatever it takes to find out the results. Or, I can't take it any more. So, during the past weekend, on a thunder storm Saturday, I went to a medical center at China town for a health examination. I shopped a little bit crazily. I had some high-calory food. I watched Zommbieland at 42nd st. in the night. On the sunny Sunday, I called my parents and chatted for one hour in the morning. I went to the gym for one hour in the noon. I had some high-calory food again. I shopped crazily again. I walked in the sun for a while. I watched movie at home. I left my text books where I can't see them. It was an "doubt removing" and study free day. And I felt it was life saving. And now, I am sitting here, pressure free, feeling peaceful and rested up. I really should go out more. I am going to check out the Halloween events on this weekend. Anyway, the past week made me realize my weaknesses and my sloppy attitude to life. I really need to make a change! to everything! Comments (7)
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